somewhere in between

I’m not a student anymore. And somehow… I don’t fully feel like anything else yet either.

Just a few weeks ago, I was in a place where I knew what I was doing. People asked me for help, I handled things on my own, I felt… capable.

And now?

I’ve stepped into something completely new — the pharmaceutical industry, something that once felt like a distant dream. And suddenly, I’m back to being the one who doesn’t know anything. Or at least, that’s what it feels like.

There’s this quiet voice in the back of my head asking:
Am I good enough?
What if they realise I don’t know as much as they think I do?

It’s strange, because rationally, I know that none of this is true. I worked for this. I earned this. I didn’t just randomly end up here. But still… the feeling lingers. Maybe this is what growth looks like. Not feeling ready, but stepping into something anyway. Maybe it’s okay to be somewhere in between — not the person I used to be, but not quite the one I’m becoming yet. So for now, I’ll stay here. A little unsure, a little overwhelmed, but still moving forward.
And maybe, one day, this place will feel like mine too. ☕🤎